Cock

Lately... all I can think about is cock. Big, medium, small, throbbing, twitching cocks. I had totally hot sex this morning, twice, and still... I want more cock. I just want it available all the time.

And what's with all the people asking why I am single? Aside the fact that most guys are too scared to date a big girl like me, I want to be single. I genuinely like it. Maybe one day I'll fall in love again, but it won't be soon. Then again, who knows? But I think for me to find a partner, given my standards, and given what I do, will be extremely difficult at best.

As I have learned through my amazing clients, all of the good ones are taken (and cheating lol).

Don't you wish you were me? I love my life!

Thinking about sex

Things ended the other day with all of my lovers. I liked them alot, but I wasn't getting what I wanted out of those relationships. I will hold out for a guy who really cares about me.

But in the meantime, I still have to have sex, and I wonder if a happy medium would be to just give my clients what most of them want? I wouldn't have sex with all of them, but I am considering offering it to some of them.

Perhaps I am deluding myself out of loneliness, but I think this may work. Perhaps I'll place an ad and see what kind of interest it generates.

Maybe I will. Maybe I will...