Haternation

It has been brought to my attention by a sweet and very sexy client that I am being bashed on terb, once again. I followed her link, and indeed I am. She was kind enough to write a nice review about me, which is great, but the problem is the people bashing me have clearly never met me, and are clearly not in to BBW, and they are very, very nasty and mean.

I just don't understand why some people feel the need to tear others apart, and get so cruel and hateful. I know I'm good at what I do, and I love it. I know I'm pretty, fun, and have a sexy attitude. I get alot of repeat clients, who are very, very happy to spend time with me, and money on me, because they know an encounter with me is worth it. Obviously if you want a swimsuit model, I am not for you. But if you don't like fat women, why is it necessary to hate them and try to discourage anyone else from seeing them? Why the FUCK should anyone care about who anyone else is sleeping with?

Bah. I've never even advertised on terb. Alot of the users are defending me, which is nice, but still. Even my client is being called a shill (new word, added to the vocab), although I guarantee she is very real (and totally memorable). Whatever. Seems to be populated by a few decent folks, and a whole lot of insecure misogynists.

So, any of my lovely clients out there who want to help me, feel free to write an honest review of me on terb, or anywhere. I know I shouldn't take these things personally, but it may affect my livelihood, and that I have to take seriously. But then, I also have to trust that people who may want to see me may be smart enough to see through the sheer hatred and jealousy (or whatever force propels such vitriol) on the part of the few who are bashing me.

I'm nice, funny, cool, sexy and honest and I really don't deserve this. People need to get a life of their own and stop worrying about what this fat, happy, beautiful whore is up to. If it affects you, laptop warrior, you'll know. Until then, leave me, and my happy customers, alone!

Freaked out

I found myself on this site, and I'm a bit freaked out. I guess it's to be expected.

Men can be so, so mean. I get that not everyone is into my body type, but why do they seem to HATE a big woman so much? Is it just repressed desire? Why not just move on instead of hurling insults like:

"Firstly this check looks like she's had 10 big macs too many but maybe you like them a bit plump"

LOL. I haven't had a big mac in years. And duh, obviously no one is going to choose me if they don't like them "plump". Dumbass. At least I can spell too. And this one:

"pretty much if all the pictures are really, really dark, then you know there is something there she isn't exactly wanting you to see. She is most certainly a very big girl. If you are into that sort of girl, she appears to be a good BBW - but I tend to prefer my girls to be smaller than me."

Pretty big assumption on his part. Guess he never thought I was doing self-portraits and battling low lighting, a cheap camera and no way to focus... How can someone look at those shots, where it's all RIGHT there, and think I am trying to hide how I look? I mean HELLO... I don't hide the fact that I am a fat girl. NOR do I airbrush, something I could easily do, and which is something that almost EVERY other girl does...

Sigh. Why do some men insist on being such evil, insecure little douchebags?

Meh. I don't take this crap personally anyways. They're probably just angry over the size of their weiners. And that they have to pay for action.

I wonder... if I was a stereotypically hot girl, would I then have the misfortune of meeting guys like this? All of my clientele are respectful, clean, attractive and very turned on by me. A few of them are smoking hot. Does my fat insulate me in ways I was unaware of? Does it keep the insecure, narrow-minded assholes away?

Also, I am NOT feeling well today... blech....