Freaked out

I found myself on this site, and I'm a bit freaked out. I guess it's to be expected.

Men can be so, so mean. I get that not everyone is into my body type, but why do they seem to HATE a big woman so much? Is it just repressed desire? Why not just move on instead of hurling insults like:

"Firstly this check looks like she's had 10 big macs too many but maybe you like them a bit plump"

LOL. I haven't had a big mac in years. And duh, obviously no one is going to choose me if they don't like them "plump". Dumbass. At least I can spell too. And this one:

"pretty much if all the pictures are really, really dark, then you know there is something there she isn't exactly wanting you to see. She is most certainly a very big girl. If you are into that sort of girl, she appears to be a good BBW - but I tend to prefer my girls to be smaller than me."

Pretty big assumption on his part. Guess he never thought I was doing self-portraits and battling low lighting, a cheap camera and no way to focus... How can someone look at those shots, where it's all RIGHT there, and think I am trying to hide how I look? I mean HELLO... I don't hide the fact that I am a fat girl. NOR do I airbrush, something I could easily do, and which is something that almost EVERY other girl does...

Sigh. Why do some men insist on being such evil, insecure little douchebags?

Meh. I don't take this crap personally anyways. They're probably just angry over the size of their weiners. And that they have to pay for action.

I wonder... if I was a stereotypically hot girl, would I then have the misfortune of meeting guys like this? All of my clientele are respectful, clean, attractive and very turned on by me. A few of them are smoking hot. Does my fat insulate me in ways I was unaware of? Does it keep the insecure, narrow-minded assholes away?

Also, I am NOT feeling well today... blech....